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[Jul. 1st, 2008|09:39 pm] |
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So My brother that lives in Mass with my mom got hit the other night by a drunk driver. He was walking somewhere and the guy went onto the sidewalk and knicked him and ran into a pole. THANK GOD he wasn't near the pole or it would have been worse. Hes ok just neck and back pain. I'm going to see him tomorrow fuck work. Family to me comes first.
I made a new character. She is a Celestial Dragon and her name is Loki. Mostly going to be used for art purposes not pose work or Roleplay shit. I need to get away from canines. Reptiles and dragons, FTW.
It always Rains on my parade ;.;. I really hope there will be a time to write something exciting, It seems lately everything in my life is either dieing or just not working out.... I hope my luck changes soon. :/ |
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[Jun. 21st, 2008|07:57 pm] |
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So I'm very upset and disappointed at my father right now. He never called or stopped by to say happy birthday.. Never invited me over to have cake and ice cream... never sent me a card even in the mail. I don't know what to think. I mean jesus. If he is that mad at me for hanging out with my step mom then he should grow the fuck up. I can't stop thinking about it. My birthday went horribly wrong. First I couldn't get my license renewed because the computers were down. Of course on the day I need to get it renewed. So I wasn't able to go to the clubs or bars. THEN it decides to rain and we were going to have a bonfire instead. The only good part was when I hung out with my friends and Dave. They made everything go away. I appreciate them for that. Going to bed now... |
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[Jun. 20th, 2008|07:50 am] |
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Happy Birthday to me :D Finally turned 21!! Now there is only the age 25 and getting older... LAME. I'm not very excited. I'm going to a bar with my friends and I don't even drink that much. I guess I'll have some fruity drink and try to have some fun.
ps HAPPY B-DAY RAVEN! >8D |
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[Jun. 17th, 2008|10:33 am] |
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So I haven't really updated in awhile. Things are ok and not so ok.
I got a horse a few weeks ago! I was so excited :) I decided to get one for my birthday. Kinda early but w.e. I think it will give me some responsibility and something to do besides sit here all day. Shes a Quarter Horse/Thoroughbred Mare. Her name is Emily. She's bay with two white socks on her back legs.
Also The horse that I lease had her foal Monday morning on June, 9th. She had a baby boy. We named him Jerry Veyada (JV) Silent Commander. JV is after my friend who recently died from a drunk driver accident. Silent Commander is the Fathers name. Thought it was a cute name :> BUT he didn't make it. He died from Colic. Colic, for those who don't know, is when you pretty much can't go to the bathroom. It was sad. I was pretty hurt. The mom was depressed and still is. Poor thing. Rest easy baby boy<3
Anyways FRIDAY IS MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!! So excited!!! Work gave me the weekend off which was nice of them. Didn't expect that o_O Well thats pretty much it. Later.
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[May. 20th, 2008|08:50 pm] |
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I laughed for like an hour. |
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[May. 8th, 2008|03:52 pm] |
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I Am So sick right now. I missed 2 full days of work... WTF?!? My body is way tired My throat is sore, I cant stop coughing, My body aches, I toss and turn at night, I sweat and then I get chills. I've had a head ache for three days now, I cant see properly like everything is way dizzy .. Yet I don't have a fever? WTF is wrong with me? |
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[Apr. 28th, 2008|02:07 pm] |
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...that I need to be doing something constantly or I think too much. I make myself sick to my stomach. I also don't sleep and I make up stories in my head and it frustrates me. Well not stories but i think of what could or would happen. I think about negative things. Even though I know they wont happen, I still think about it. I get so depressed and angry. No wonder no one wants to be around me anymore. I'm not who I use to be. I use to not care about anything. I just want to live my life and be happy. WHY THE FUCK AM I LIKE THIS?
god...going to get my mind off stuff. BYE |
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[Apr. 26th, 2008|08:18 am] |
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Their slaughtering cows outside my window ;.; |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2008|10:49 pm] |
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My Personality
| | Neuroticism | | Extraversion | | Openness to Experience | | Agreeableness | | Conscientiousness | |
| You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry, however you are not generally self conscious about yourself. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You find helping other people genuinely rewarding and are generally willing to assist those who are in need. You find that doing things for others is a form of self-fulfillment rather than self-sacrifice, however you do not enjoy confrontation, but you will stand up for yourself or push your point if you feel it is important. You have a strong sense of duty and obligation, and feel a moral obligation to do the right thing.
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The best ugg Boots. |
Yeah thats me in a nutshell actually :O |
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